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I hope you know that I’m not just here for the way your bones feel against mine or the way you kiss me like this is the end of the world. I’m here to wake you when you start crying in your sleep and I’m here to clean up the blood when your breathing gets shallow. I’m here to hold you back when you try to jump and I’m here to hold your hand when I can’t stop you. and I love the way you say my name and the way you look when it’s cold out. I’m here for every bit of you. Even the messy bits. and that’s how it will always be. We fell in love two years ago when we were tired and it was raining hard on both of us but I would stand out in a storm forever if it meant I got to fall asleep next to you. ~(via extrasad)
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1. Please let me in. I’ve broken all my fingers trying to claw my way into your head and I can’t touch anything without screaming. I guess I just want to make sure you’re okay. Maybe if I know what keeps you up at night I can help you sleep a little better.

2. Sleep next to me.

3. I swear to god you look at me and you see everything inside of me. I know you see the time I cut myself on an old razor I found under the sink and I couldn’t stop bleeding. I know you see all the times I cried so hard I threw up. I know you see the way my heart doesn’t really fit right in my chest and is always cracking a little. I know you see all the black and blue marks on my chest and I know you can see all the nights I woke up at 4 a.m. sweating and screaming. I hope you can see some of the good stuff too. Like how much I love you. I love you.

4. I want you here.

5. Don’t leave.

6. When you feel like you’re leaking and your breathing gets sharp and you feel your bones crumbling and you need to run away take me with you.

7. Be here.

8. Be here now.

9. and 74 years from now.

10. Take care of yourself because I’m not so sure I can live without you.

~

my wish list  (via extrasad)

This is perfect

(via someonetellmewhatshappening)

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